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[28 Feb 2006|06:51pm] |
new lj
danceinmyblood
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[20 Feb 2006|05:37pm] |
I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I want to lay in bed and write and sleep.
The stuff I won from the Emery cintest came in. I got a space helmet and an EP. They play here in two weeks but my life scks and my family is self centered.
I fucking wish they'd die a;lready.
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[22 Jan 2006|10:42am] |
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I miss James.
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[10 Jan 2006|07:08pm] |
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ego scribo.
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[07 Jan 2006|01:46pm] |
Well I made these bulletin posts a million weeks ago on Myspace, and they're interesting, and they aren't poetry, but they are, and whyam I doing this just read.
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Conused - my heads in fifteen places. Sometimes I don't understand myself in the least. Why isn't James here? Is he even coming? I'm not calling his house. I wish my heart wasn't capable of feeling anything. I want to kiss someone I shouldn't want to kiss. My stomach's aching, I need to stop eating meat. I'm longig to be held by aomeone. If you fit the description of "someone" come to my house now. Tomorrow I'm going shopping, buying clotes to make upfor mylack of everything else. I have this horrible taste in my mouth. I keep forgetting if I took my medicine or not. Maybe tonight I'll actually sleep. I have a dentist apppiontment in the morning. "But maybe I don't wanna finish anything anymore" I wish I could wake up in someone's arms. I think I'm going upstairs nw. Someone save me from the wreck I'm becoming. ----------------- I guess I'll adapt to this lifestyle but I can never be sure. Everything around me is a lie anyway. I don't know what trust is. Same with love. I freak myself out when mymind vents. I say everything I've ever thought about. Some get hurt, some get offended. some want to choke me because my whole existance is cliche. "And I say there's trouble when everything is fine." In my case, it's conditioning. Hope for the best, expect the worrst. I've given up on hoping for anything. ---------------- I can't watch tristen and isolde trailors without crying hysterically. I'm really good at fucking everything up for myself.
you're my wonderwall. ------------------- Sometimes I sleep on the sidewalk. I like to pretend I'm spiritual. I sleep naked because clothes hold me back in my dreams. I always dream of the same person. Sometimes I wake up crying. Seafood, the way it's killed is gross. Cooking meat in general is nasty. Seriously, stop eating eachother. ------------------ Sometimes I wish I meant more to people. I wish I knew what he says to her after he keaves here at night. Sometimes I wake up at 5 AM to watch Gigantor. It scares me because it's so old. Little things like that terrify me. I liketo eat a lot then sleep. Sometimes I dance naked in my living room when nobody's home. It's a simple reminder that I'm breathing.
I just want to wake up in his arms.
His lips on my forehead.
His voice in the air.
"Licia, you're mine."
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That's all.
I realize how little I update this journal. I really only use Myspace now.
I try using Greatestjournal but I hate all of those people.
www.myspace.com/hiimlicia
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[15 Dec 2005|04:23am] |
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Today is a good day for playing catch.
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[01 Dec 2005|06:16pm] |
i'm crashing planes into crashed souls; hoping greatly I can join them. I feel nothing.
Disclaimer: I'm a liar but I've learned from the best and the best is you.
For evry breath I wasted on you I want your body to be mine I'll show you forgiveness in the form of sexual autocracy.
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i hope he fucking chokes.
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[05 Oct 2005|03:13pm] |
pssssst...
I use Myspace now.
www.myspace.com/hiimlicia
^^
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[03 Aug 2005|07:34am] |
Haven't updated in months.
Warped Tour is next Thursday. Eat it, hoes!
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[03 Jul 2005|09:04am] |
GOING TO CANADS MONDAY NIGHT.
I NEED letters to read in the car.
My Email: Tangerine.scene@gmail.com
Come on, guys..please? It won't take you that long.
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[19 Jun 2005|06:52am] |
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It doesn't feel like summer.
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[17 May 2005|04:14am] |
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I LOVE YOU, KYLIE!! PLEASE BE OKAY!! :'(
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[01 May 2005|05:14am] |
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I wanna see HGB again. :[
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| LYLA !!!!!!!!!!!! |
[12 Apr 2005|04:23am] |
ALL OF YOU NEED TO OWNLOAD THE NEW OASIS SONG. IT'S CALLED LYLA IT'LL CHANGE YOUR LIFE.
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[01 Apr 2005|04:14am] |
I hate April Fools Day. I hate how dumb people fall for everything, EVERY YEAR. Nobody ever learns. Dumbies.
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[08 Mar 2005|05:29am] |
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FRIENDS ONLY.
Comment and I'll add IF:
-You don't use chat speak -You're not from school(Only three people from school are tristed enough, and they're on my list) -We jave SOMETHING in common.
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[23 Feb 2005|07:25pm] |
I JUST made this Lj 30 seconds ago. I'll have it up-to-date by morning.
-lic x
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